I've been a fool the past couple years. I've made terrible mistakes that have led me to lose a few friends. This shouldn't have happened. I'm just a spoiled child who has to get my way, or I'll throw a tantrum. I hurt people because I don't know how else to act. I act without thinking. I do things that I regret later on. It's not a great way to live, and it's something I want to change...so badly. I need to grow up. I need to start realizing that life is too short for my petty ways. I've got to become a better person.