awesometakashi

I don't know what's up with the title.

So I am soooooooooooooo tired today. And the last week has been mentally exhausting! Japanese is so difficult at times! Sometimes I just want to bang my head against the desk. It's just way too much at times. At least the others think the same. I'm not the only one in class who is having a difficult time, and that makes me feel better. I just thought I was a complete idiot. Hahaha.

We had a party for a birthday on Saturday! It was super fun! We did lots and lots of fun stuff. And almost everyone got drunk. I didn't though. I promise. My stomach hurt whenever I drank any alcohol, so I just stayed away from it. Still! I had a good time! :) Lots of good memories. "Atashi wa daisuki~~~ Oneechan~~~~!!!" Hahahaha...inside joke. :)

Recently I've been asking myself, "Am I even getting better at all in Japanese?" To be honest, I'm not so sure. It doesn't seem like it at all...but I wonder how I was just a month ago? If I could somehow compare then to now, I'm sure there'd be improvement. I mean, already I know more words. And I'm getting a little more confident in my ability to speak. Just a little, but that's better than nothing. Every little bit counts, right? I hope that when I come back for two months starting in the beginning of February that I'll be able to speak much better than before! Perhaps I will go to MTSU and talk to some of the Japanese exchange students?

Mmm...this week has been good so far. The last part of last week was...not good for me at all. I was pretty depressed. Frustrated at every little thing. I can remember one day when I thought that it'd just be good to give up. At that time, I didn't want to hear any Japanese. I didn't want to see any Japanese. I just wanted English. I eventually got over it though. :)

Now I'm just chilling... Hahaha. I need to study. I have a test tomorrow. I have two quizes on Friday. Blah. I hate studying. I hate having to work for my grade. Someone give me all the answers. :D

Opps. Forgot to update this when I should've. Oh well, I don't care. :D

On Wednesday, I went out with friends! We had lots of fun and drank sake and ate lots of good food. Don't worry, I didn't get drunk. I did get tipsy for about 30 minutes, but then I ate food so it made my buzz go away. We had lots of good fun...it was just...amazing. I loved it so much. Made me happy to be here. :D

Today was study day! In preparation for the test tomorrow, I did last minute studying! Hahaha...as usual... I cramed a bunch of information that I haven't even learned in about 30 minutes. It was...a bit difficult? No...that's not the word to use. Overwhelming. So much to do, and so little time. I guess that's when procrastination is not your friend. Oh well, I suppose I will learn one day. Probably not any time soon, but we'll see, we'll see. :)