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I really just can't even begin to think of what's been going on this past week. Like, honestly. I just don't even remember how I felt yesterday. I'm probably just so tired right now that it's messing with my thinking. I do remember having a horrible, horrible day on Monday at first. I was just pissed off at the world. But by the afternoon, I was all better. Hahaha.

Lately I've been thinking of how quickly the days are going by. It seems unreal. It's almost November. November? Where did October go? I came her in September and that went by quickly! And now Ocotber is going by even faster! Ah! What is with these months? Before I know it, it'll be February and I'll be heading back to the States for a little break. Hmm...crazy.

Uh...I don't know what else to say. Seems like school is okay. It's still hard though. Japanese class is intense. Trying my best, and that's the best I can do, right? Well...actually I'm not studying like I should be. I need to be studying a whole lot more. I just can't force myself to do that. I really hate studying. Gah...I need someone to force me to study.

I need tacos. I need them or I'll explode. :(
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I don't know what's up with the title.

So I am soooooooooooooo tired today. And the last week has been mentally exhausting! Japanese is so difficult at times! Sometimes I just want to bang my head against the desk. It's just way too much at times. At least the others think the same. I'm not the only one in class who is having a difficult time, and that makes me feel better. I just thought I was a complete idiot. Hahaha.

We had a party for a birthday on Saturday! It was super fun! We did lots and lots of fun stuff. And almost everyone got drunk. I didn't though. I promise. My stomach hurt whenever I drank any alcohol, so I just stayed away from it. Still! I had a good time! :) Lots of good memories. "Atashi wa daisuki~~~ Oneechan~~~~!!!" Hahahaha...inside joke. :)

Recently I've been asking myself, "Am I even getting better at all in Japanese?" To be honest, I'm not so sure. It doesn't seem like it at all...but I wonder how I was just a month ago? If I could somehow compare then to now, I'm sure there'd be improvement. I mean, already I know more words. And I'm getting a little more confident in my ability to speak. Just a little, but that's better than nothing. Every little bit counts, right? I hope that when I come back for two months starting in the beginning of February that I'll be able to speak much better than before! Perhaps I will go to MTSU and talk to some of the Japanese exchange students?

Mmm...this week has been good so far. The last part of last week was...not good for me at all. I was pretty depressed. Frustrated at every little thing. I can remember one day when I thought that it'd just be good to give up. At that time, I didn't want to hear any Japanese. I didn't want to see any Japanese. I just wanted English. I eventually got over it though. :)

Now I'm just chilling... Hahaha. I need to study. I have a test tomorrow. I have two quizes on Friday. Blah. I hate studying. I hate having to work for my grade. Someone give me all the answers. :D
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So it's been quite a while since I last posted anything on this blog. A week to be exact. I've just been so busy that I've kinda forgotten about it. Going to school...hanging out with friends, by the time I get home, I'm just so tired that I don't bother with typing in a blog. Hah. At least I am today, right? I was aiming at posting everyday at first, but that doesn't seem to be likely anymore. I mean, c'mon, after a while, it'll just be the same blogs over and over again. Something along the lines of "I went to school, did this, did that, blah." But who knows? Maybe I will try to post every other day. I dunno.

This past week has been one interesting week, I guess... It was my first week of school, which wasn't bad until Wednesday. Wednesday was when the Japanese classes started. And...OMG...so freaking hard! Somehow I managed to get in the HARDEST of the Japanese classes. So, I am just overwhelmed. The teachers ONLY speak in Japanese. No English. I think that I can understand about 1/4 of what's being said. Ack... At least everyone else in the class seems to be in the same boat as me. I just know that I'm going to need to do A LOT of studying for these classes. More than I thought I would. This isn't going to be an easy 'A'. And I need an 'A'.

Aside from school, the past week has been good enough. Lots of friends to hang out with. Lots of things to do. It's been a good experience. And the weather finally got cooler. Now I can actually enjoy going outside instead of being miserable inside as I have been. Yay for that. It's kinda exhausting too, to be honest. I'm so used to being lazy...but it seems as if I haven't had many lazy days lately. Well...maybe I have? I dunno. I already want another break. Hah!

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