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Here's To...?
So I don't really do well with blogs. I never have anything interesting to say. I never seem to want to say anything either. I just...can't bring myself to keep up with one of these. I really want to, however. I'll try my best from now, though I really won't guarantee anything. Haha
So this year has flown by, and how things have changed yet remained the same.
Very soon I'll be graduating (this December), and then I hope that I can return to Japan for as long as possible. First I want to start off as an English teacher for a year or so, and then apply to graduate school from there. Honestly, I want to live in Tokyo. That's pretty much like...the one thing I want more than anything else. However, I know how hard it is to get into Tokyo because of how much of a hot spot it is. Meh...I have to try my best. Ah! And that reminds me, very soon I have to start applying for jobs in Tokyo. Gosh. It seems so surreal. I honestly can't believe it at times.
In other news, relationship-wise things are going well, but also strained at the same time. Going well as in, my new relationship feels so honest and real. The strained part lies in my ex. Letting go is extremely heart-breaking. Especially when you loved someone. It hurts a lot honestly. I made the mistake of letting them contact me as well. That just made it worse. And if I keep letting my ex text me, it's going to put a strain on my current relationship. Meh... I hate hurting people's feelings no matter how badly they betrayed me.
Meh...Now I'm just procrastinating. I have a final in my Accounting class tomorrow. If I don't get a 70 or higher, then I won't pass. This is the closest I've ever come to failing a class. Some advice: If you're taking summer classes, be sure that they're either an easy class or you're mentally prepared for the speed.
Song of the Day:
"Tsuyoku Nare" - Hitomi Takahashi
I love this song to death. It has a strange drum in it, but I just can't get enough of it. Seriously, this song is one of those songs that I'm always in the mood for.
信じてるから強く強くなれ
So this year has flown by, and how things have changed yet remained the same.
Very soon I'll be graduating (this December), and then I hope that I can return to Japan for as long as possible. First I want to start off as an English teacher for a year or so, and then apply to graduate school from there. Honestly, I want to live in Tokyo. That's pretty much like...the one thing I want more than anything else. However, I know how hard it is to get into Tokyo because of how much of a hot spot it is. Meh...I have to try my best. Ah! And that reminds me, very soon I have to start applying for jobs in Tokyo. Gosh. It seems so surreal. I honestly can't believe it at times.
In other news, relationship-wise things are going well, but also strained at the same time. Going well as in, my new relationship feels so honest and real. The strained part lies in my ex. Letting go is extremely heart-breaking. Especially when you loved someone. It hurts a lot honestly. I made the mistake of letting them contact me as well. That just made it worse. And if I keep letting my ex text me, it's going to put a strain on my current relationship. Meh... I hate hurting people's feelings no matter how badly they betrayed me.
Meh...Now I'm just procrastinating. I have a final in my Accounting class tomorrow. If I don't get a 70 or higher, then I won't pass. This is the closest I've ever come to failing a class. Some advice: If you're taking summer classes, be sure that they're either an easy class or you're mentally prepared for the speed.
Song of the Day:
"Tsuyoku Nare" - Hitomi Takahashi
I love this song to death. It has a strange drum in it, but I just can't get enough of it. Seriously, this song is one of those songs that I'm always in the mood for.
信じてるから強く強くなれ